Gay sex for him was just fun but I was truly in love 

07 Jan 2008- South Africa- I need your help. I have just turned 21 and I think I am gay. At the beginning of last year I met a guy at varsity who I really like. We became best friends and the whole year I battled against my feelings for him.

A few weeks ago he asked me to stay at his parents’ house with him while they were away. The first few days were okay. He slept in his parents’ bedroom and I was in his old room.

Then the other night we were changing the bed linen and somehow our faces were together and we started kissing. The next thing we were having sex together, and it was great.

Since then we have had sex every day and night. We’ve taken pictures of one another and made a video of us having sex.

Suddenly he got cold feet and wouldn’t let me touch him. Now he has asked me to move out of the house.

I am heartbroken. What should I do? I love this guy but he says it was just an experiment and he is not gay. It was so much more for me.

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