Harassment and inequality for asylum seekers at UK detention centres

Asylum seeking turns into a nightmare at the detention centre, if one would not even speak English then you are bound to face all the abuse and mistreatment inside the detention here in London.

I’m 28 years old and flee from my country because of my sexual orientation, its pretty sad that I’m not able to go back to my country but there is nothing much I can do about that, when I arrived in the uk I knew I faced persecution if I returned to my country and I started to present my case out here in the UK.

I must say I did get the lawyers that represented me all the way, but going through all this was not easy for me because I faced mistreatment while I was detained and discrimination too, He was seeing someone when I was here but it was not that serious at that time and I never wanted it to be not until I went through all this on my own without involving my b/f here.

The first time I was sent to the home office in Croydon to take the letter from my lawyers I was detained, it was not that shocking to me because my lawyer had explained to me that it was possible that I could be detained while going through the case, yes I was detained, I was taken to two different detention centres, Oakington and Hammondsworth. Oakington was just as bad as a prison, we were a lot out there, Jamaicans known to be stubborn, Africans very quiet, eastern Europeans and Asians.

When I got to Oakington I was searched, photographs taken, and later taken to where I was to sleep in each dome was about 12 to 16 people nothing much to do out there except to go for free lesson of English and waiting for court sessions and interviews. I was only there for two day, on my second day I was told that I would be transferred to another place by my lawyer, I arrived at oakington on Wednesday and on Saturday I was being transferred, the whole confusion was when they got mixed up who was supposed to be put on the plane, we were the three of us.

I was told that I was the one flying and flying to Ghana, when we were at the Gatwick airport they started arguing among them selves so they had to call back to find out who really was flying to Ghana, then they realized that I was the one going to Hammondsworth. When I got to Hammondsworth I was again searched and photos taken was told that I will be given 84 pence a day and I would have a visitor if wanted, now from the look of things this sounded to be much better than oakington, but as time and days went by, it was a nightmare, it was not just the Jamaicans that were being homophobic, no it was among the officers too.

Each day of my stay there I was writing, yes this place had great facilities, I know some British citizens would be saying why would we need such facilities when we are foreigners here, well I would say that they should look at how much these foreigner contribute to the country. The thing is that if you are gay and you can't speak English and detained, then you would not have any right to even say yes you are gay, I could not  have a peaceful time because all these officers knew that I was gay and yes they looked at my file and they did not always mock me direct no, I had inside guys that always chatted with officers that mocked me.

When my b/f started coming to visit me, I was relived but little did I know that I was bringing trouble upon myself, because inside the detention centre it was all over on the walls that discrimination for whatever would not be tolerated, but shockingly I was being discriminated against, but I knew that, it would not last for long because hope of staying in the country had gone, then one officer went on telling another officer that they would do anything, it did not matter to them because the detainees would soon be deported anyway, that's when I asked my b/f to stop coming over because I knew that I was being watched regarding who came to visit me.

At one point my b/f brought me gay magazines and some officers made it a big issue by saying it was not allowed to have such magazines in there, when we received things we would go out there in groups to go and collect but surprisingly they made sure that all the other guys that went to pick up their things knew that I was gay and someone had brought me gay magazines  as they called it porn material, all this now came out on the surface that other detainees were pointing at me and passing comments that I was homosexual which can be dangerous in detention.

The first room mate I was asked to share the room with openly asked me if I was gay and I said no I was not and then he said you be careful here, I also just wanted to make sure that you don’t pounce on me in the night, I ended up leaving that room and was given a separate room not just that I could not share but word went around fast that I was gay and all because of the officers that looked at my file. I must say yes I was scared because you don’t know what to expect especially when one officer told me that if the other guys see you with such magazines you will be in trouble, to honest when I walked in there I was not going to advertised on behalf of boyz magazine by reading it or flaunt my sexuality besides I had my own room, but I realized that it the homophobic officers that could not accept seeing a black African gay guy that spoke English fluently and being able to stand for his own rights.

My mocking was really getting tense everyday of my stay in that detention, at the dinning hall it was a talk about me and some guys would pass comments meaning me being filthy but I would ignore the same as the officers too. I then stopped having my meals I stayed without eating for a week not that I had to boycott no, it was discrimination that had grown and I was even more scared of that than being deported. I had doctors and other officers come to my room to ask why I was not eating anymore and I just said it did not feel like.
Usually what happened at harmmondsworth during the visitation we had all these straight couples that would be holding hands and kissing, to me that was not my aim, but I felt I had the right to hold my b/f’s hand, not in a way that would cause disturbance, I knew other families came with their children so I would not even have thought of going beyond holding my b/f's hands.

One officer just came up and asked me not to hold hands, I said why? Then he said it was not allowed, I really freaked out because he was just being homophobic, I ignored that and continued to hold hands and he furiously came at me and said my b/f visitation would be terminated, now this officer was the only one that seemed to have had a problem the others on the duty were fine with it, my main point is that I surfed discrimination and why should it be like that if this county is full of diversity?

I do realize that there are a lot of different people in this country and who will take it in a different way of looking at gender, disabilities and other issues that need to be patient with, but what I don’t understand up to now is that why do we have such people working for places like Harmondsworth? Is it because they are good and strict at ill-treating detainees? I have never gone back to harmondsworth to pursue this issue, but before I was granted  stay in the country I reported all these cases to someone that looks at such issues, but who knows what they do, is it that its an embarrassment for the country that talks about such diversity and yet it can't control people like that?

This is not just for me alone, I know these issues happen all the time and there must be a lot that have faced situations like me but would not easily express themselves or others have ended up being deported after all, so what right would they have to bring up the issues. We all know that discrimination is happening there but how long will issues like these go on?

Interview by ndanji chola
 


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