My cab driver raped me

15 Oct 2007- When I’m completely pissed after a night out and I don’t have enough cash to pay for my taxi home, or I don’t want to spend the money, I sometimes offer to suck off the driver instead. You would be surprised how many have accepted my offer over the years.

I wouldn’t dream of doing such a thing when I’m sober. I really wish I had been sober on the night of my attack. I wouldn’t have put myself in such a vulnerable situation. I still cant believe I was raped.

It was a Saturday night, and I had been to a club with friends where I drank double vodkas all night, probably about ten at least. I got so pissed, that around 3am I decided to go home. I found a cab on the street and we drove to my flat.

I must have passed out in the car, as I remember the driver shaking my leg to waken me. Then I told him that if he wanted to come into my flat, he would get well paid for a ride. In hindsight I think he might have made a comment about ‘queers’, but maybe I just imagined it. I’ve gone over things a thousand times since it happened, and now I cant be sure about anything.

Anyway, he came in and got his cock out and started sucking him off. After a minute or so he grabbed my head and tried to turn me around. I shouted at him, and asked what he was doing, but he was really rough, and after a bit of a struggle he managed to get me on the ground face down.

He said he was going to fuck me, and although I screamed that my flatmates were in, I knew there was no one home, and he didn’t seem to care anyway. I was totally overpowered and no matter how drunk I was I will always remember the stabbing of pain as he raped me, while he covered my mouth with his hands.

It only lased few minutes after which he pulled his trousers and just left without saying a word. I lay on the floor and cried. I must have passed out as I remember my flatmate coming in and waking me up to go to bed.

I have never told anyone about this before as they will think I brought it upon myself. I have frequent nightmares about what happened, its really hard to get over it. If Hadn’t been so pissed, this wouldn’t have happened to me, but I guess being drunk was my own fault too. Now I always try to share a cab with friends, and I pay my way every time.         

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